One of a Kind ...

Pasts

2010-04-02T20:53:00.000-07:00

Throughout all these years, I saw some dark hidden secrets...those not meant to be seen by me...
Somehow, without me even foraging for it, it just appeared...perhaps its just meant to be seen by me.
So somehow, I knew what were the happenings way before...but luckily they were all way way before.. At least it does not affect me in my everyday life but I am unsure about the future tho.

I was shocked at first but come to think of it again, I kinda have that vision about the past. There were too many...to many of them...

Sometimes I asked myself, Why me out of the whole bunch? Certainly I don't have any of the criteria / requirements to be the one...So why me? Perhaps because I'm the idiot...who knew stuff but pretends to not know anything about it...

Sometimes I do ponder on this...till my head gives me some sort of what you can call a migraine.

I guess previously, those were just signs which God might have wanted me to view... I should have stopped it way back...that faithful incident, those incidents. He had wanted me myself to view those and stop it right then n there...But me? All I did was to cry...typical of me, a cancerian emotional freak...and then when my visions began to get cleared again...I resume staying on and NOT moving on..How dumb was that?

Thing is now, so what those were in the past but why on Earth must I be the victim to be able to see all those? Don't you know its very depressing...hurtful to me..
All I wanted is for those to be somewhere...away from the heart.. away from the vision of that of mine and most importantly of yours! Hell no, they were all there, lying around, too many of them...just too a plenty of them all...

& why? What did I do wrong? I tried all I could to be good...
Tried all I could....
Still, all those seems to linger on my mind...there were just too many of them...too many that I could not take it sometime.

Where did I go wrong ? What did I do wrong that I have to go through all these?

Again, remember the saying, Every cloud has a silver lining..perhaps now's the bad times & I do hope soon better times will come...

Forever close to your heart....

Time for resolutions!

2010-01-02T11:00:00.000-08:00

I was supposed to blog on new year's eve itself but I was out camping at some secluded place in Changi,quite nice ambience tho & I happen to be free only tonight.

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

Every year is like a new "beginning" for me, I have always had new year's resolutions but sad to say I have never really followed up with them.

Hence, this year I have made some resolutions & I am very keen to achieve them.
I have like eight of them.

* Getting that car license...oh yes I have been procrastinating alot on it. Planning to get my own car after that. FIRST CAR LICENSE!!

* To tone up my body, yes I know most of you will say "Hey,but you're already slim enuff!"
I am of acceptable weight but I do feel that I need to tone up on some parts of my body ;)

*To be a more organised person,I want to be able to accept tasks and get it done almost perfectly well. I want to have the most neatest desk at work, ensuring that all my stuff are in place, properly filed and no papers hanging around on my desk. I want to be the kind of worker who remembers perfectly well how and where she/he puts her stuff.
My room too, sometimes it resembles that of a pig sty,hence this year and so on, it will be neat and tidy. I

* Take real good care of my darling laptop, I realised that besides spending most of my time with my fiance,I also spend time with my laptop every single day. I should clean it like once in a while,maybe wipe the screen or something. I should.

* This year, I've made a vow to myself not to waste my time around those who don't appreciate me.

* I will learn more in depth on how to ....errmmm COOK! Yeah, I need to...seriously :S The problem with me is that I love to BAKE, I can bake almost anything but when it comes to cooking, I really need to learn.

* To READ! I have totally forgotten when was the last time I read a novel??!!!
I would want to explore more on self-help books, healing, those stuff which enables one to calms your mind & soul.

* To be more patient, I do realise that I can be quick-tempered but I am not really the sort who just shout it out loud. I still do think that I should be more patient.

So that's it!
Typed out the resolutions hence now's the time to proceed with them one by one. Step by step.

Toodles!

my fingernails deco

2009-10-04T21:01:00.000-07:00

Those are some of my decorated nails :P

I simply enjoy decorating my fingernails on my own.

It allows me to experiment with colors, different techniques and textures.

Photoshopped again!

2009-09-14T10:13:00.001-07:00

I was trying out doing some stuff using photoshop again after like donkey years! hehe (this shows that I don't photoshop my photos! lame but true :P )

Anyway, I learnt some new stuff and also recalled what I learnt like 4 years back.

I decided to make something for my dear,something like a collage.

I feel so stupid

2009-09-09T22:54:00.001-07:00

For the second time in my life, Ive realised on my weakness.

I am a very soft-hearted individual.

Gets angry rarely.Even if I am extremely angry, even when I expoded, my explosion would not be one which everyone would turn and stare in horror.

I have high tolerance level.

But that doesn't mean I can be taken for granted.

It all gotta change or else I am gonna change it.

Cancerian

2009-09-08T08:02:00.000-07:00

I was browsing through Horoscope sections and found this:

CANCER
Great Kisser. Very high sex appeal.
Great in bed. Most horny.

Im a Cancer :S

Restless state of mind

2009-09-03T20:20:00.000-07:00

At work right now and I am terribly sleepy.
Worked till like 1am a day ago.
So many things to do so little time.

My mind is very disturbed right now.

Slept for like 5 hours last night, those dreams, so recurring dreams or rather nightmares.
They were so real and so depressing. Are they something that would happened in the future?My future.

Right now, I am so confused about almost everything.

I hate to be in this position.

Tube dress

2009-08-19T09:41:00.001-07:00

My colleague, Kristine gave me this :) I like it...

Lemon Zinger®

2009-07-12T09:05:00.000-07:00

I was very hungry just now so I had dinner @Banquet with mom. We had Mee goreng kerang or in English, Mee goreng with cockles. :D Eeerr...I think so..

We dropped by Cold Storage to buy some groceries, I decided to get some stuff to keep me awake in the office. Unfortunately, not the chocolates as I'm having braces on, so I was browsing through the shelves and I chanced upon Lemon Zinger. The packaging looks really refreshing, its a drink made up of fresh lemon and lively Guatemalan lemongrass. & oh, those lemons were blended with hibiscus.

Later on, while reading a book, I decided to try the "new" tea out. It gives off this amazingly sweet-smelling aroma, obviously the drink is very refreshing and it has this gingerly taste which I just love alot. I am having flu and somehow (again, there must be a scientific way to explain this,but too bad, I am not good at Science,oh well) my flu is getting better.

This tea will definitely helps to keep me awake during the times in the office :P
I'm glad I chanced upon it. Took some pix of it...try it out ya all! :D

The packaging:

Whats in the box?

Tea bags :)

Older too soon! :P

2009-07-01T19:09:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to me!
Yep its my burfday! & im feeling damn old...
Partly bcoz most of my friends of my age are like happily married and having 3-4 kids LOL.. nah actually I don't bother about that..

But I do feel old and yeah looking back..yest I was just like 12,happily going to school and stuff and today, look I'm like freakin' 26!! Officially.........Oh my..time do flies like so darn fast eh....

Anyway happy birthday to me again! :P

Nobody but U :)

2009-06-28T08:31:00.000-07:00

I want nobodynobody but Eddy!
I want nobodynobody but Eddy!
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

:P

Lost in Space

2009-06-26T11:10:00.000-07:00

Afraid, perplexed, confused, speechless at times. Really have no freaking idea how to handle this kind of situation.

Realised it wayy too late & now there is no turning back.

Why can't it just go with the flow, why must this happened?

Have no clue what's gonna happen next.

How is it all gonna end up like.

Do you have any solutions to this?

No. I bet you dont.

Ouchy...

2009-05-20T07:24:00.000-07:00

Its day 3 for my braces and so far...I must say its been really painful. It does not involve any bleeding or swollen gums. Its just weird that whenever I bite/chew on my food, my teeth feels really painful. Imagine this, all your teeth are pulled closely against each other and yeah of course when you try to bite, it will cause some pain. Well, that was just my imagination of course!! LoL

However, before putting on braces, I did some research and you may read more about it here:

http://www.archwired.com/how_braces_work.htm (Don't worry, its just a short article!) :P

Ok back to my personal braces story :P , well I could not eat solid food and had to live on liquid food for the past few days. I survived on things like cereal (the one where its in a packet,uh yeah the 3-in-1 thingy and you just need to pour the whole content into a cup and bla3x...) , I ate porridge most of the time and yeah suck on Clorets once in a while.

I want to shout some stuff real out loud! Here it goes:

I MISS CHICKEN RICE, NASI LEMAK, ROJAK, CHOCOLATE, GUMMY BEARS, KFC, LONG JOHN SILVER'S, FISH N CHIPS!!!! :(

Well, I know they are unhealthy food! LoL but yeah I love to eat!! :)

I hope time will fly fast and then I'll be able to eat them again hehe..

Its time to brace 'em

2009-05-15T20:37:00.000-07:00

Once in a while in life, you know you hate to make that decision but you have no other alternatives because its for your own good.

For those who are wondering what I am talking about, yeah, what I meant is I'm gonna put on braces for good. Since I was 20, I have been having the idea of having braces on, I'm one of the unfortunate human being whoose teeth aren't that straight. I should have put braces on since then but I was always worried and afraid of the pain,hence, I kept on delaying it.

Finally this year, I made a huge decision of having them on. So the process started, my teeth getting X-rayed, then the moulding process and then the painful part comes, which is the extraction.
Five teeth have to be extracted, two of my lateral incisors, two of my canines and then one more tooth at the back,which had grown right beside one of my molar.

Two weeks ago, before my canines are extracted, my gum was injected with anaesthetic. I could feel a slight sharp pain during the injecting process and later on, my lips seems to be feeling really swollen and bulky. But the true fact is that, it looks just as per normal. :P Later on, he extracted two of my canines.

The after effect was quite overwhelming, as a result, I survived on porridge for four days. Yesterday, the dentist extracted two of my lateral incisors and then the tooth just next to my first molars. This time during the injection process, I could really feel the needle protruding my upper gum. The dentist kept on asking me if I was doing ok as he told me he saw tears in my eyes.

After the extraction, I collected the medication, made the payment of freaking $150 and took a cab home. I felt shitty when I reached home because I could practically tasted blood all over my mouth, I felt like Count Dracula! lol

I changed the gauze and took the painkillers. I felt a throbbing pain on my upper gum, I lightly tap on it with my tongue and felt a huge hole. :( It was very painful, the after effect I mean. I was kinda upset yesterday thinking why do I have to go thru all these... but then looking at the more positive side, I will eventually have somewhat perfect teeth later on :) ... so I guess in order to gain something, one has to tolerate the pain a'lil right.

N ouh, I took pix of my teeth, hehe...kinda gross I know but I was somewhat surprised just looking at the shapes of these teeth.. lol

Oh those mazes!

2009-04-07T09:17:00.001-07:00

Can you imagine, having to do this everyday b4 you head out?

A Mazing Staircase!

Now, this is what I call the real maze!

World's toughest maze!

This is what I've always been wanting to try, Laser Maze.Perhaps I'll try it once I'm much more flexible :P

Ahh, for those fans of Hello Kitty!

Thank you.

2009-03-29T09:59:00.001-07:00

I realised that one does not need to have a bunch of friends to be happy. We just need one to be there for us, to lift us up in times of sorrows & pain.

I have realised that I do have a friend who is always there for me. Yes, if you are reading this, you know who you are. Me & her, we could talk about almost everything in life, every single thing. We share the deepest secrets & we talk everything open-mindedly. I treasure her alot.

Thank you for being there for me.

My brief review on Gran Torino

2009-03-29T07:58:00.000-07:00

Spent the weekend watching movies. Yesterday, I watched Gran Torino. It was an interesting movie of an elderly man, living in a neighbourhood which is quite multi-racial, I would say. His wife just passed away and he was living all alone. Some chaotic scenes took place due to gangsterism.

Clint Eastwood(the elderly man), played a man with a very, I would call it stubborn character. He was a man who is terribly strict and not a friendly one I supposed, but then later on, due to persistent approaches and incidents which occured,he tend to become a better person. In the story, he spoke of war and how he was involved in it, I do not really comprehend it but I would like to make a guess that he was from the military(that explained his strict/disciplined attitude.

However, the ending part nearly brought me to tears, he made such a sacrifice to get all those gangsters nabbed. What made me feel good was that I believe he died in peace.

All in all, I would rate the movie ..... 4 popcorns!! outta 5 :)

You may think why am I only telling the beginning and the ending? It is because I want you to watch it. It is a very recommended one.

Monday morning complaints

2009-03-22T19:22:00.000-07:00

I just woke up, its like almost 10.30 in the morning I guess..
Im working in the afternoon shift, so I guess its gonna be a long day till 10pm later..Hopefully will be a busy day coz then time will fly.

Im having some stomach cramps(no its not the menses thingy), I just duno whats wrong now..lol..
N my nose is totally blocked, I think if there is still time, I might head to the clinic at vista point to get the flu tablet..

Alridy, I better get up from my cosy bed right now or else, I won't have time to do the above mentioned.. haiz..how i wish it was still the weekend! lolx

Ciao.

M.I.A not anymore

2009-03-22T08:50:00.000-07:00

I have been disappearing for a while I know, reasons? Well I have been very busy nowadays, with work and yeah with myself.

Mind you, this is gonna be quite a randomn post for tonight.

Anyway, the weekend was a relaxing one for me. Was doing the afternoon shift, then later on, I went over to my fiance's place and we had our dinner while watching the vids which his parents took. Recently they went to Bali. Then we watched a movie, later on we went to Mc Cafe @westcoast.

Just had an arguement with my mom (Gosh, I sometimes wish that she could be more open minded..as it is I'm already gonna turn 26 this year..) Oh well...sighs.. And no, its not that I have any curfews or anything like that.

I think my taste in movies has changed. I prefer documentaries-movies(or whatever you call it) rather than horror movies, I love those romantic comedies still tho. I was watching 'War of the world' this evening and I recalled the first time I watched it was like 4 years ago I guess?? That was a very interesting and abit emo movie. I was nearly in tears during the mid and the ending.

I learnt some new things which has been happening in my life:
- I can be very quiet at times, which is not good for me(I guess) because people around me would feel awkward and they might find me boring. But its just me you know, its like I am a quiet person by nature and I can get very chatty if I really know that person well.

- I have 1001 ideas and sometimes I realised that I tend to go too far to do things to please others(it is just in me,I just love to see one happy),but sometimes, I find it useless to do all that,isnt that contradicting??. Not that I am expecting something in return, I just need some appreciation.

- I realised that I was a very emotional kinda person but then as time goes by,I'm much stronger to fight back the tears and I feel that I am quite strong too,looking at what I have to overcome in my life.

- I realised that in life, it is so unimportant to have dozens of friends, you just need to have one reliable friend. Trust me, it is really true.

- I have achieved what I wanted for the last 6 mths, I wanted a new job and I got a new job. I wanted a pda phone and I bought a HTC Diamond and even though its a little not so user friendly, I am alright with it, infact I am still learning more and more each day. The discoveries I made suprises me, well I love suprises! ;P
I needed an Mp3/mp4 player and I got it. Right now, my main priority is to help out in getting the ISO certification for the company I am working with and also to get that driving license.

- I think life still has to go on...even tho theres ups and downs, it has to go on..alone or together...

Lastly,I'm back finally and for those loyal readers of mine, expect to read more from me, this I promise u :)

Gdnite for now

A pleasant surprise.

2009-01-07T07:55:00.000-08:00

This all came as a surprise for me!

I am excited about it...hope all will go well for us both :)

This is a poem from me to him ;)

You came into my life so quick,
A gorgeous pleasant surprise,
I hoped you wouldn't give me the flick,
Then, a beautiful friendship did arise.
Our bond was so very strong,
It couldn't help but turn into love,
We wondered if going further was wrong,
But we fit each other like a glove.

It feels so right to be so near,
To feel like we are but one,
Sometimes our love is worth a tear,
Those tears of joy, I'm sure there are more to come

It really is love, my baby,
The longing for one anothers lips,
You are the one&only for me,
I know it as we dance with your hands on my hips and mine on your shoulders.

I love u...

Wow, Isn't that cool??!

2008-12-19T12:30:00.000-08:00

Its late night, you are feeling down and could not sleep because you are having almost a million of thoughts in your mind. You just wish you can have the power to stop thinking for a moment but sadly you can't.

When you are feeling down, think about it, do I really deserve to be feeling like this?
Am I as pathetic?
The answer is No. You are what you are, you don't deserve to feel down, you don't deserve all these, you are not pathetic,you are one of the best person created and you need to be appreciated.

Yes, you certainly have tried but you have failed. That does not mean you are a total failure,it ain't your fault because you freaking know how hard you have tried. One thing good is that,the changes you have brought about, are for your own good and you shall live with them :) Thats nice isn't it.

You may think what the hell I'm talking about but its alright,you won't get it coz, this is for that lil' girl, and I'll tell her, "Baby don't cry, don't be too sad, its gonna be better and cheer up,you still got a whole loads ahead of you, yes, a whole loads ahead, a better life, a chance to be happy most of the time and to be really loved." :)

Gdnite.

Lucky Im in luv wit my bestfriend

2008-12-14T08:27:00.000-08:00

Last Sat, my sweetheart and I watched 'Zack and Miri Make a Porno'. It was a hilarious and creative one, you should catch it too :) Its R21 btw.

While waiting for my sweetheart to fetch me, I did some cam whoring yet again! lol

B4 the movie, we were cam whoring also ;)

The Happier U

2008-12-11T02:27:00.001-08:00

I just read on the papers about Oprah's losing & gaining of weight.

Well, what I'm gonna write now, may or may not have anything to do with her, it depends on how you take it. I am not very sure, perhaps you could tell me ? ;P

I love to observe and ponder on stuff and from what I have observed, eventually I personally feel that, if one decides to shed off some fats from his/her body in order to look much slimmer, to look better for the society or in other words to make the society feel good abt him/her, tendency is that, the person may not stay in their current state for a long time. Reason is simply because, he/she is doing it for the public and NOT for himself/herself, all he/she cares alot is about what the public thinks.

This is what I think, one should go on a diet with an objective which states, 'I want to go on a diet because I want to be fit, I want to have a much slimmer body, I want to have a better lifestyle, I want to be much healthier and most importantly, I am doing it for myself.' Well of course, there are cases whereby , you really want to go on a diet in order to make yourself look better to the person you are very attracted to OR mostly for the ladies, its nearing your wedding day and you badly want to fit in that beautiful white satin/silky wedding dress and look really good in it. However, I think you should always remember, that you need to make yourself feel good before you actually can make others feel good about you. You need to be happy with yourself and you need to love yourself before you can let others actually do the same to you.

FYI,I am NOT at any point, trying to say that plump, obese or etc people don't look good, what I am trying to convey here is very simple, if you would like to make any changes in your life(not just in losing weight), also changes like trying to improve in your studies or in your work or trying to achieve something, you should do it because you want to do it for yourself and all the other people can come in 2nd to that. Only then, you will be much more motivated to reach your goals.

Most of you may think, that of course whatever you are doing, it is very common sensical that you are doing it for yourself, but think again, are you really doing it for yourself all these while? Well, to be frank with you, I have experienced this before, therefore, I am still learning from it all.

Btw, have you ever heard of this saying ,''People will always talk about you, so might as well give them something to talk about" ;P
No one is perfect, so live your life the way you want it to be and don't take critisms to heart. Love yourself first b4 others can do the same to you. ('',)

Why do pornstars always forget to take off their killer heels?

2008-12-09T05:58:00.000-08:00

I was just browsing through my contacts on MSN, I have the habit of reading my contacts' personalized nicks. Sometimes, they do crack me up and sometimes, some of theirs' just seem to be very depressing, suicidal or may appear to sound very fierce. On one fine day, my friend's nick caught my eyes, his nick was 'Why do pornstars always forget to take off their shoes'.

Come to think of it, yeah, I realised that pornstars always have their heels on, they take everything else off leaving their killer heels. Well come on, I know the very next thing you will have on your mind is , "Zuli watches porn!Zuli watches porn"(you may be chanting it in the tune of 'U cannot catch me, U cannot catch me')
Be realistic, everyone watches it, I am not an avid fan but porn does taught me a thing or two. Like duhhh,some of you may find it helpful too, well obviously not for masturbating purposes but yea, it does helps me. Alright let's not get into that so much. ;P

Just some days ago, I discussed this with my bf and he told me something like this.
'Pornstars will eventually take off everything on them to have sex, therefore, they needed something which still makes them look sexy so they have their heels on'
Well, he thinks its something like that, and I agree with him, he has a point there.

I pondered on 'how come high heel can make one looks kinda sexy and the following are the top 5 benefits high heels may bring to us women.

5. According to an article, by putting on a pair of high heels, one may appear to look taller(like obviously!), and yes read this, your legs will somehow looks longer and not to forget they will appear to look slimmer. Well folks, its not magic, it really does happen.

4. High heels actually helps to straighten our posture because high heels are a forcible way to correct posture as the extra height of the heels requires a far more upright stance when walking then does regular shoes.

3. High heels do wonders for your stride, but walking in high heels is not a natural talent--it's learned skill, perfected by practice and discipline. So when you are out there seducing your man, you can make use of heels to perfect your sexy moves and be confident when doing those struts. Pornstars may need those confident sexy moves alot for their videos to be more wanted.

2. I did some research and would like to share the following info with you all:
A recent study suggested that wearing high heels may improve the tone of a woman's pelvic floor.
You may read on more on that in here, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/High-heeled_footwear

1.Well lets face the fact, when you have your sexy lingerie on, your smoky eye look and your full pouty lips on, its incomplete not to have those heels on. Also when you do those lapdance, high heels actually helps you to glide and make those seductive moves. So obviously, pornstars would need that alot, afterall they need to seduce the men in their videos ;) Taadahhh!

Also, here are some benefits of wearing those high heels which I read up in Wikipedia.

* they change the angle of the foot with respect to the lower leg, which accentuates the appearance of calves
* they change the wearer's posture, requiring a more upright carriage and altering the gait in what is considered a seductive fashion
* they make the wearer appear taller
* they make the legs appear longer
* they make the foot appear smaller
* they make the lower leg muscles more defined while wearing tight pants
* they make the wearer look flexibly strong.

But ladies, there are also disadvantages in wearing heels too often:
Experts do not recommend wearing high heels frequently and for too long, as wearing them continuously may result in foot ache, blisters, cones etc. Furthermore, wearing high heels can cause permanent damage to the foot and calf muscles. Expectant mothers and heart patients are also advised to keep away from high heels.

All in all, I guess nothing is perfect in this world and everything has its advantages and disadvantages. Heels are definitely a beautiful creation and even though I don't wear much of heels as I am already tall and will look like really tall with heels, I somehow feel sexier whenever I have heels on :)

Monday = Blue blue day

2008-11-10T07:52:00.000-08:00

The clock on the wall of my room,right infront of me, shows that its 5 mins to midnight. YAY! Monday is gonna be over!!
Okay this is gonna be kinda kiddish or rather kinda superstitious,but to me,Mondays are really blue days! Mondays are those days where I will drag myself to work, furthermore it was raining damn heavily just now and I almost fell asleep again on my bed the moment I woke up.. yeah when it comes to Monday,I am always hoping and wishing that when I wake up,its still the weekends,but too bad that wish of mine will never come true...yeah I know it won't. ;P

Work was fine just now, as usual, I was doing some compilation of reports, did some replying of emails, joked around with my colleague, did some work again and discussed about some stuff again and did some work again. Not forgetting, chatting with my sweetheart on MSN.

Anyway I tend to drift away from the topic sometimes, pardon me for that. Well, what I wanted to say was,I believe in Mondays are blue ones...hehe..
So I never wear blue on Mondays! Sounds crappy but hell yeahh...Mondays are definitely not my favourite day of the week. I know I know you're gonna say its all in the mind...but trust me its locked there in my mind that Mondays are blue,lazy,sleepy,full of yawning,full of stretching,full of sighing,full of day-dreaming days. LoL But then today was not so bad because I met my sweetheart at the end of the day.

So all was good :)

Now gdnite to all of you, its 12.03am right now and I'd better head to bed, I would'nt wanna be tossing and turning like the day before yesterday where I really could not sleep and ended up sleeping only at 3am :( I ended up as a zombie at work.
Alridy, I'll definitely be back soon for more blogging, recently I have been thinking of having a haircut, no its not a bob, but kinda short one. Okay you will have to read my next post to find out more.... till then... tc everyone!!

Let's talk about L.O.V.E

2008-11-09T07:58:00.000-08:00

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

There are numerous of songs which are associated with love. Sad love songs, romantic love songs and etc...you name it.

Lets face it, there are always ups and downs in love life. I would say most people must've have sufferred in love once...or twice if they are unlucky.

6 years back,I had a friend who committed suicide because of love failure. I felt sorry for her and I think she should have talked about it to someone first before doing something rash,however,I believe she was in a state of mind where she must have felt that its the end of the world. I hope Nurhanah's soul rests in peace.

I believe there is a solution to each and every problem,it is just how we look at it. Previously, I am not like what I am now, I had very low self-esteem,low self-confidence and I give up very easily in life. But then, I told myself, why should I get sad on all these lil things that have happened to me, there are others who had sufferred more than I have obviously. Let bygones be bygones.

My boyfriend,Eddy and I have talked about our previous relationships very openly. We discussed what went wrong, what was he/she lacking or what we had lacked. Well, I had a number of relationships in the past and they all never failed to disappoint me. I have been through the worst relationship and I am really glad that I managed to get out of it and still moved on in life.I dated a few guys previously after the breakups,those guys I had dated had nothing lacking in them,some were intelligent and some were charming. But why, why do I only see them as a friend,nothing more than that? Why weren't I delighted when he calls me or when I received smses from him??

Recently, my boyfriend and I discussed about it again and we figured it all out. The one we lacked previously was 'Chemistry'. I believe when you meet that someone and theres chemistry, you both will get along well and then more to come in future. :)
Previously before I met my sweetheart, I got to know this guy who's very presentable,had a good stable career,very modest and down to Earth and his bonus point was he is a handsome chap. We dated twice and then he started calling me out often and of course any women would feel good but then the voices in my head told me that I am not into him,I am just out with him because I had a break up and I felt miserable and then good enough for me he came into my life. My friends were shocked when they came to know I avoided him and rejected his proposal. They said I'm nuts to not fall in love with such a person. Well, I told them, I like him as a friend and I don't look forward to meeting him so many times in a week. I really don't know why...I really don't look forward to being with him even though he was a really nice chap. I mean if you have feelings for that person, you would feel really happy whenever you meet him, you really look forward to that moment and you would feel very light-hearted about it,but in my case,I didn't. So that's that.

Later on in life, I was sitting in a train late at night, there was this guy who was sitting kinda opposite me, we both looked at each other and then I dozed off, now I am the sort of person who really really don't smile that often, I mean seriously, I am just born like that, I hardly smile unless I know that person well, you may think I'm a snob but then Ive heard from several of my friends that they had judged me too early when they thought I'm a snob. For me its simple, if you get to know me and you and I can click along,then we will have lotsa fun together. But again, not many of them can click along with me. Ok,anyway back to that incident, so I woke up when the train reached Woodlands and I realised that guy alighted too. I walked out of the control station and headed to the Bus Interchange,I was walking towards the seats areas when I saw him again, already seated there. We both smiled and I sat down, when the bus came, we both stood up and boarded similar bus and finally, we both talked in the bus!

From that day onwards, we meet each other like almost everyday. I don't know it just happened so fast, I really enjoyed being with him and we both spent time being together every single day like there is no tomorrow. That guy is Eddy. :) I guess there is chemisty between us.

I am very much in love now and I am glad I met him.Till now, I have never had the feeling where I have to drag myself to meet my boyfriend just to make him happy. At work, I would gladly wait till end of the day just to meet him. In short, I can never get bored of him. :P

And yeah, Love does makes the world go round!

Doubt thou the stars are fire;
Doubt that the sun doth move;
Doubt truth to be a liar;
But never doubt I love. ~ William Shakespeare

Elephant VS Mouse!!

2008-11-02T08:03:00.000-08:00

I was lying on bed and just recalling all those cartoons which I have watched during my childhood times. Carebears,The Smurfs,Cupcakes and etc...

Well then I recalled this favourite cartoon Ive watched,Dumbo! Remember the cute baby elephant who got separated from his mother??

And then I just don't know why I recalled those scenes in 'Dumbo' whereby, the circus turned chaotic because the elephants were afraid of a mouse!

I decided to check on this on youtube and found this episode on Myth Buster whereby they wanted to find out if elephants are afraid of mice:

It is very interesting and pretty hilarious to know the fact that yeah..elephants is kinda afraid or rather they are afraid of mouse!!

Also...read those comments ppl left on that vid,one went saying that the elephants perhaps were racist towards the white mouse!! LOL...

10.10pm...relaxing @home!

2008-10-30T07:06:00.000-07:00

Whoa...this is like cute stuff!! lol just for the hell of it! ;P

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2008-10-28T23:13:00.001-07:00

Just wanna try this out and see how true it is! hehe

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celebrity

Late night bits

2008-10-26T12:41:00.000-07:00

Ive just realised that Ive wrote 69 posts altogether.Ok.What a number. :P

& yeah...its very late at night and guess what Im nt able to sleep again...not because I am forced not to sleep but simply because I dont feel sleepy.

I was reading thru some articles just to pass time. There's this saying which is very common and I am pretty much sure that most of you have heard of it.

Now,Ive forgotten the last bits of the quote but it goes something like this...
'If you love someone let him/her go and if he/she comes back to you then you and her/him are meant to be together'

One of the articles which Ive read was about being happy and being unhappy in a relationship,really,if you find that you are being sad most of the times in a relationship,then its better you get out of it. Of course there will be ups and downs in a relationship but if you find that most of the times,you are the one crying, you are the one always thinking abt that opposite partner and you found out somehow that he/she is not reacting the same way as you do...then you better call it quits.

There's really no point sufferring,contemplating,trying to make it better,hoping that it'll get all better someday somehow. You know it after numerous times of trying that if things cant be changed then you have to let it stay as it is because after all humans are not mannequins.

Yes,its a terribly damn tough thing to forget that special someone whom you really terribly love alot. You might even feel like committing suicide or just calling him/her up again and apologizing so that he/her will be with you again. There is no point because really if you feel that you are being sad most of the time instead of being happy with that someone special...then you have to move on in life...even if it is like such a depressing thing to do..

Yahoo pool.

2008-10-19T00:49:00.000-07:00

On those days where I was unemployed, there were times where I was really bored and resorted to playing pool on yahoo games. I have to admit I was really lousy in the very beginning and started cursing myself(Gosh..Ive realised all those stupidity I did when I lost the game,Well those stupidity were just calling myself names). ;P

So as time passes by, I am getting better at it.

Recently this was my score:

I won the game 13 times in a row! hehe I have to block my opponent bcoz come on...who knows I might get sued! LoL

Now Now please don't get me wrong, I'm not like trying to show off here. Just wanna share that no matter what you do, you musn't give up...(ok now I sound like a teacher.. LoL!)
But its true, don't give up easily :)
Toodles

Jealousy...is it good or bad?

2008-10-16T06:06:00.000-07:00

Jealousy...is it good or bad? Some labelled jealousy as the green-eyed monster.

Why do one gets jealous?? Some people get jealous over their classmates who achieved better results than them. Jealousy may arise among colleagues when it comes to Appraisal time!! Picture this scene, you have always find that one of your colleague is a lazy worker yet he/she get pay raise and you find it very unfair and you may gossip about it. Yes it is unfair but think about it, when you get jealous, you start to feel bad, you turned green with envy and then that's where it all begins. Gossip among the colleagues, making sour faces at the 'lazy worker' and etc...which later on may cause some unhappiness or even arguements.

All in all, most people get jealous when they are in a relationship. Some of you may disagree but trust me,it does happens, sometimes even without one realising it. But, is being jealous in a relationship good thing or bad? Picture this scene in a relationship. She loves him alot and she is not willing to let any other girls get near him. She gets jealous when she sees him looking at sexy babes. On the other hand, the guy may gets jealous when he found out she went out for lunch with her male co-worker. OR he gets jealous when he spotted her smsing a male guy friend. The bottom line is, sometimes we get jealous almost naturally,we sensed something and get jealous right away. Ok,back to my question,is jealousy good or bad in a relationship(and I am talking about a long-term relationship). Well, to me, it is not wrong, its natural, when you really love someone, you just feels that he/she belongs to you(but of course there are limits, you got to be a lil understanding as well and you cant caged him/her up).

Ponder on this, a couple, the guy and the girl are very open-minded, they are understanding and they love each other alot. And they never get jealous, no, not at all. Well at first maybe things will be yeah..fine..its good you know ... no jealousy.. no confrontations, no sulking. But as days goes by, one of them will start to get bored, because jealousy actually makes one feel cared. You may not believe me and like I have said, some may not even realise it. Simply,put it this way, the bf gets unhappy when the gf went out for lunch with some gorgeous male colleague of hers. The gf will tend to feel,"Hey, he's jealous." She feels that way not in anger but its a nice feeling. Of course don't get too extremely jealous and resort to breaking up with him/her. Same goes for the guy, he has this female friend who is gorgeous, always very fashionable and even though she is just a friend, his girlfriend gets jealous and she wanted to be better than her just so that she could please him. So she made changes and yeah...she is looking wayyy better now,much more fashionable,which is good change for her. Sometimes jealousy does comes in handy,if you know what I mean ;)

Overall, I feel that jealousy is not such a bad thing, when you feel jealous of someone or whatever it is, you should not think of all the extremely evil ways to get rid of that someone or even to just let go of that someone. Instead, take it as a challenge,find ways to overcome that jealousy feeling for you might never know,it may not always stays as a green-eyed monster forever :)

BUZZ!!

2008-10-15T07:33:00.000-07:00

Guess whos back??!! Back again...Zuli's back!!! Tell a friend!! ( lol ..ok that was lame)

Gawd...it feels like a year since I last blog!

Yes, I have been very busy. Moreover, it was the festive season, been busy visiting places and been busy eating! oopss.. ;P

& have I told you yet??! Ive got a job!! Well..errmm actually 3 jobs but finally I managed to evaluate them and came to a decision. I chose a job which is totally something new to me, I have never done anything related to this line before. It is a great challenge to me. Been working for nearly a week now, love the people(even though I didn't really mixed around much,well I just believe in "Be good, be enthusiastic but don't talk too much" )

Anyway like what I was saying, yeah, been working at the new place for a week now, nice environment, good scenery, the SG flyer...n we are located on the 17th floor..kinda high...

My bosses are real good people, very open-minded sorta...
Plus, every staff is encourage to log on to Skype, MSN, Google Talk, YM... :D

But but but, my job ain't easy, its pretty complicated and totally mind-boggling at times,plus I have to be almost perfect, meticulous and whatever you call it. Seriously. It's going good, like Ive said..very challenging..

I loike :D

Enta Eih

2008-09-21T01:14:00.000-07:00

This is one of my favourite sad song...
I hope no one out there..suffers in silence like this.. :(
However,I admit that its very tough to leave the person whom you really love.

You know that he/she is not being true with you/cheating on you/flirt behind ur back & etc..but you just love him/her alot.
So damnn... you decided to just live with it..AS long as he/she is still with you even though his/her heart is not with you...
Its just so depressing when you really ponder on it.

"I ne'er can love another
As long as life may stand.
No maid the wide world over
Shall hold this heart or hand." - Anonymous

A very beautiful song to me.

2008-09-19T22:20:00.000-07:00

I have a diverse taste in music. I appreciate all kinds of genres and I am very glad that I have this interest.
To me, it would be such a pity if I lived my life just by listening to e.g;hiphop & etc...
No please don't get me wrong, I am not here to offend those who loves listening to hip hop or blackmetal or etc...
Like I have mentioned, my diverse taste in music, allows me to appreciate all kinds of genres and mainly, I listen to new age,alternative,indie bands,classical,gothic rock. Nevertheless, I repeat, I appreciate all kinds of genres in music.

By the way,I love songs from Secret Garden,its new age, to me they are just so peaceful..serenading.
I have been trying to find this song for quite sometime and finally Ive managed to get it.

I know not everyone will appreciate new age genre. It depends on individuals with the kind genre they listen to. =)

Heres, Lonely Swan by Secret Garden.

And yes,

"Music...gives a soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination...and life to everything." - Plato

=)

Kid Shuffler? ;P

2008-09-19T01:16:00.000-07:00

I just took this vid of my cousins for fun today and when I played it back, I realised the small boy seems to be doing some shuffles there..

Sighs

2008-09-17T08:46:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling down right now and no nothing in this world could cheer me up .. :(

Night ramblings

2008-09-16T12:05:00.001-07:00

Its 3.05am and I'm still awake. Played pool and won 3 times in a row...thats not bad isnt it.. ;P

Found a really cute image(to me its so cute) for my sweetie and sent it to him...hope he likes it..

Ive realised Ive put on some weight..mebbe on my cheeks?? lol or I don't know..mebbe somewhere else... Therefore, I need to start planning my fitness regime and yea tone down those celulites..hahahahahaha..

Hmmm.. I'll start by jogging I guess for now...and do sit ups every night before I sleep, I plan to buy a treadmill so that I don't have to jog along that park...usually I jog there with my bf whenever he knocks off early from work...otherwise, I get lazy and I sort of forgotten to jog.. lol..yea im the lazy sort of person sometimes..

Alright...Im just bored so pls don't mind me rambling...

Sighs...bored again...
I just realised that I get bored quite easily sometimes...especially in the nights where Im all alone...

Oh...I browsed through photobucket and found this:

This is pretty cool, I like the abstract thingy.

Lol...too true to be true.. ;P

Ermmm...wow..what a thought huh..

Awww...isnt this peculiarly sweet...

Haha..just4thefunofit! =)

Alridy... I think I'm finally getting into the sleepy kinda moood...hehe
Guess I'll be back tomorrow or something... nightS!

Its been a year =)

2008-09-10T21:15:00.000-07:00

Today is my 1st Year Anniversary with my sweetheart!!
Yeah time really flies and we've been together for a year already. Through these times, I really got to know him better and all I can say is, hes the best thing that has happen to me in my life =)

Being in love and being in a relationship is never easy,of course there were ups and downs but all that actually helps to strengthen our relationship,brought us closer together and made us love each other even more..

My sweetheart wrote this for me, I think its really sweet of him...

To my sweetheart,Eddy, I love u =)

Can't sleep

2008-09-09T10:39:00.000-07:00

Today I woke up kinda early...N right now.. I just can't sleep..its almost 2am...and im not even sleepy... sighs...im really nocturnal..

Im Happy!

2008-09-09T02:45:00.000-07:00

Im currently listening to Bruce Springsteen's Secret Garden, it was one of the soundtracks in Jerry MaGuire. Such a lovely track to listen to in this sunny afternoon..errm ok its gonna be evening soon.

Accompanied my boyfriend to the clinic just now...he looked so cute as always ;P

Ive gotta help my mom prepare food for 'break fast' soon...

BTW, my friend is starting his new job today.. just wanna shoutout to him : GOODLUCK to u!. =) have a great first day at work...

Im ill :(

2008-09-06T09:56:00.000-07:00

I woke up in the morning and had a throbbing headache, my nose got blocked and my body was really weak. I foraged for some medication in the fridge and found some. I ate some flu medicine along with tablets for fever/headache. I felt slightly better but only for a while.

Later in the evening, it worsened...so I ate some medication again and took a short nap...now I wide awake, its like almost one am here and I just don't know what to do...should I watch a movie online...or should I play some games..

If only my boyfriend is not undergoing his reservist, I'm sure we will be out somewhere. Oh well, he'll be back on Monday. =)

So I have decided to play some games. Scrabbles would be great. And I know after a while of playing it, I will be able to doze off..hehe

My boyfriend is so adorable =)

2008-08-31T17:43:00.000-07:00

Today I woke up at 5am for 'sahur' and then went back to sleep.
I woke up again at 6.30am to see my boyfriend off. He went for reservist for a week :( . I will miss him alot.

He looked so cute just now...and he kept on telling me that he looks like a turtle..coz of the backpack which he carried and there was a safety helmet on top of the backpack..
(Nvm dear... even if u actually looked like a turtle or tortoise or whatever...ur still the most adorable one to me, theres no doubt about that)

So after Ive seen him off, I bought papers and here I am now at home...not feeling sleepy at all...which is kinda weird coz yesterday(or rather just now), I slept at about 3am.

Hmmmm...I think I'm gonna browse thru the papers now... So I'll be back later! =)

Im So happy.. :D

2008-08-31T11:29:00.000-07:00

Yeah u saw the title of this entry... :D Im so happy!

Thanks sweetheart..love u always..

Hugssss

Gosh...(i feel like shouting out loud)!!??!!

2008-08-30T11:21:00.000-07:00

I miss u soooo muchh... *sobs*

Love song for a vampire

2008-08-29T23:00:00.000-07:00

Come into these arms again
and lay your body down
The rhythm of this trembling heart
is beating like a drum
It beats for you it bleeds for you
it knows not how it sounds
For it is the drum of drums
it is the song of songs

Once I had the rarest rose
that ever deemed to bloom
Cruel winter chilled the bud
and stole my flower too soon
Oh loneliness Oh hopelessness
to search the ends of time
For there is in all the world
no greater love than mine.

Love o love o .... still falls the rain
Love o love o .... still falls the night
Love o love o .... damned forever

Let me be the only one
to keep you from the cold
Now the floor of heaven is laid
the stars are bright as gold
They shine for you they shine for you
they burn for all to see
Come into these arms again
and set this spirit free

I thought mine could be an immortal one...but I was wrong...

Its all coming back

2008-08-29T02:50:00.000-07:00

All those memories..all those in the past...

Its all coming back to me..

I'm still awake..

2008-08-28T11:05:00.000-07:00

I just could not sleep...Am just not feeling sleepy yet..
Am listening to 98.7fm and its playing one of Jason Mraz's songs...I forgot the title...but it goes something like this..

'Coz you and I both loved....
And its ok if you have to go away...oh just remember the telephone works in both ways....'

I tried calling 98.7fm but could not get through... :S

I'm

2008-08-28T10:47:00.000-07:00

What a waste.

2008-08-27T17:56:00.001-07:00

I believe it was silly of me.
I wasted that opportunity.
My mom did not like the idea of me going.
My bf told me once that its too far away.
Yeah so I decided not to go ahead with it.
So I'm still here...not going for it.

Its all good.

Shall find another one...soon. =)

The Day!

2008-08-27T08:20:00.000-07:00

Tomoro is finally 'the day'!
I hope I'll get it..so wish me lotsa luck.
If I get it, I promise I will do my best.
I won't give up and I will try to be there as long as I can.
I hope I'll get it...

I just dont care

2008-08-26T21:59:00.000-07:00

I wanna forget everything...
I wanna forget all of those...
I wanna lose my memories...
I wanna start afresh..somewhere...only I know..

I miss u

2008-08-20T00:32:00.000-07:00

Oh!
I'm into you,
And boy,
No... one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love over and over again.

----For u-----

The weekend! ;)

2008-07-06T02:48:00.001-07:00

The weekend had been a busy but an extremely fun one for me!
It all started on Saturday morning, I woke up very early at six am to accompany my sweetheart and his grandma to the hospital. His grandma had just undergone a cataract operation on one of her eye on last Friday and the following day she needs to go for her eye check up.

While my sweetheart was driving us in the car, his grandma and I chatted. She told me that she can see things much clearer now and I felt very happy for her. Now she will be able to watch tv or see things from far without much difficulties.

The checking up process was a fast one and before we realised it, we were already in the car heading to a food joint to grab something to eat. Eddy's grandma wanted to 'tapao' aka buying food and eating it at home and she told me that if I am free she wants me to come over their place and accompany her/chat with her. I decided to do just that as it is I was very free that day =)

When I reached his place, both his parents were there, this was not the first time I have met his parents but of course, I would have to admit that I was still slightly nervous.(mebbe bcoz normally I would just come down for a short visit or watch movies but this time, it is longer and I am gonna cook in his place):P Both his parents were very friendly and they made me feel very comfortable,especially his father, he has a good sense of humour so that actually made me relax and I managed to get along with them well. After we had our food,Eddy and I decided to marinate the chicken wings. His mother helped to prepare the spices which is to be used to marinate the chicken wings. After that I marinated the chicken wings and then I put them in the fridge and left for 2 hours plus. (HAHA okay I know this sounded like a recipe book!!LOL)

Later on we cooked the chicken wings, it was kinda funny because we used the fry and shield method. The oils were bursting out from the frying pan, so my sweetheart and I did something to overcome that. Everytime, I had put in the chicken wings, he would quickly cover the frying pan with a shield so that our hands would not get burned by the oil. Okay it sounds kinda confusing I guess but it certainly made it better...hehe. In between, while waiting for the chicken to be cooked well, we watched Lost and then rotated ourselves to check the chicken whether its already cooked or not.

Around eight we met Iqbal and then later on we fetched Faiqhka from work. We are heading to east coast beach just to chill and enjoy ourselves and inconjunction to my belated birthday. It was very sweet of Faiqhka and Iqbal to prepare such delicious food and also bought the red wine[even tho I didnt try it,becoz I just dunno how to appreciate red wine yet :( ] And then they all bought Vodka with some coke and orange juice.

Later on at east coast Iza and her boyfriend, Rain together with Shirley joined us. They gave me a very sweet gift and a cute card. =) Thanks guys, I appreciated it.

So we all ate and drank and chat and had a real fun time together.

All in all, I guess it is nice to have these kinda outings once in a while as you get to gather and then just be happy and have no worries.

I am looking forward to more outings. :)

What happens on my bday? ;P

2008-07-05T23:26:00.000-07:00

2nd July, was my 25th birthday. When the clock struck midnight, my sweetheart was the first to wish me and then my bestfriend and along with the rest. I really treasure these wishes, I appreciate them for remembering my birthday.

On my birthday, my sweetheart treated me to dine in at Esmirada @ Chijmes. For starters, we had Esmirada's famous garlic bread,it was delicious.I'm an avid fan of garlic bread and to me by far,theirs is the most delicious I've tasted.
Next, I ordered Esmirada's skewers and chose the chicken kebab while my sweetheart chose lamb chops. I really enjoyed the chicken kebab which was marinated with special blend of spices and served with garlic sauce. They were served in big portions as well and I was feeling extremely full after eating just 2 of them. Even my sweetheart,Eddy, was damn full as well, he's a huge fan of lambchops! At last, we both gave up in finishing our food, we were too full! haha.. so our plates were cleared and then one of the waitresses served us a cup of tiramisu with a candle on it. Eddy wished me happy birthday and I thought that was sooo sweet of him. We shared the tiramisu and yeah it was delicious too!

All in all, I really enjoyed my birthday.Thanks to my sweetheart, for making it a lovely one for me.Love u. XOXO

Its the weekend!

2008-06-21T08:36:00.000-07:00

Hi again blog! ;P Its the weekend.. right now its still Sat thou, gonna be Sunday in half an hours time!

Well today has been such a relaxing day so far, I accompanied my mom to the market in the morning and then came home, marinated the chicken wings and then I helped her to fry them. Then at 5pm, my sweetheart called me and said he just woke up... I think its pretty sweet of him, coz I've noticed that when he wakes up, the first thing he does is to call me... :)

Then I watched some music videos via u-tube and logged into Facebook, hmmm... lotsa junks as usual and some friends' requests. Later on, I had a short nap and my mom woke me up saying that she is heading out with her sister. I did not feel sleepy anymore and I decided to give my bestfriend, Hidayah a call, we talked for like more than an hour and she was telling me lotsa lotsa stuff...which we always do to each other... hahaa..Fun.

So now, I'm waiting for my sweetheart to fetch me and then we'll head to vivo city to watch 'Get Smart', the movie is at 12.20am, n right now itself, my sweetheart had just called me to say he's driving to my place to fetch me...so dear blog, Ive to go now.... Gooodnite!!

The Bintan Trip!

2008-06-07T06:35:00.000-07:00

Last month, my boyfriend and I decided to de-stress ourselves so we decided to go for a weekend getaway. We went to Nirwana Beach Resort, Bintan.

Here are some photos from our trip.

Me waiting for the hotel aka chalet to be ready:

My sweetheart took this picture :)

Sunset..

That was a delicious dinner..

See he loved his dinner .. :)

Us relaxing

My sweetie feeling sleepy

The rainbow shot

The snowman we both built!

This is so far the biggest snowman ive built

View of the resort

My sweetie..resting again..

It was nice chilling out at the beach disco...under the stary sky..

The beach view from the restaurant

That was a huge checkers set

N a huge snake n ladder game

Sweetheart and me chilling

Baby jellyfish

No don't touch it sweetheart!

My sweetie was so tired..he fell into a deep sleep..how adorable.. ;P

Outside the chalet..

This are all the photos which I managed to upload for now...more to come!! All in all, we really enjoyed ourselves there...surely a de-stressing and relaxing one!

Totally unexpected..

2008-04-22T00:45:00.000-07:00

Today I had rice with some spicy chicken chunks and some spicy kangkung(vegetables)for lunch. End the end of the meal...I was like practically gulping down the lime juice as it was damn spicy! My tongue or rather my whole mouth was on fire!!

Then I went to the loo@international plaza...i went in to rinse my mouth and then saw the cleaner cleaning one of the cubicle, I bent and was rinsing my mouth when I felt a tap on my right shoulder...I looked around and saw the cleaner.
"Eh gal ah...don't go into that two toilet hor.."she said to me in a rather harsh tone of voice and pointed repeatedly at the first two cubicles.
"Oh..nah I'm not going to use it.." I told her casually while washing my hand. There was another lady near the sink next to mine.
"I know but I just telling you. I never scold you!!" the cleaner voice grew louder.
I looked at her from the mirror reflection and said ,"Hmmm... I did not say you scolded me."
"I know but I just telling you!! Later you go in I want to wash them!! You don't understand ahhh???" she demanded, this time she came nearer and showed me her fierce facial expression. The lady next to me turned to look at the cleaner.
"Yeah I know, I didn't say you are scolding me, I was just telling you that I'm not gonna use the cubicle..." I explained to her while wiping my hands with some tissues.
"Ehhh you don't understand me anyhow want to shout at me ahhh!!! I just telling you right!!" she shouted and two other ladies looked at her with suprised expressions.
"Err Auntie ahh...she didnt shout at you what..." one of the chinese ladies said to the cleaner in a nice way.
"Aiyah...kanasai ah...I tell you all nicely then don't want to listen hor!! Don't use the toilet then don't use lorr!!" she shouted again. I actually wanted to burst into laughters because as it is she is an elderly woman and I cannot be bothered to argue with her. Totally no point.
"Auntie ah ni meyaou(Don't) understand wo...!!" that chinese lady began explaining to the cleaner.
"Ehhhh ni pentan ahh nie!!" the cleaner scolded her. Then I went to the chinese lady and told her ,"U know what I suggest let's just leave her alone... I think she's not understanding what we are trying to explain.."
The lady smiled at me and then I walked out of the loo.

Just imagine, from a small reply which came from me actually lead to some other stuff... I just laughed it off as I walked back to my office...A spicy lunch indeed! :)

2008-04-10T21:13:00.000-07:00

I simply adore each and every songs from Enya. The very talented lady has such beautiful voice and she seems to never age ;) Anyway here are my most favourite tracks by Enya... =)

The Celts - Enya

Amarantine - Enya

Amarantine(live) - Enya

Carribean Blue - Enya

Boadicea - Enya

Boadicea(Live version)- Enya

Anywhere is - Enya

May It Be (live) - Enya

I look forward to her next album :)

Just a Collage of those magical moments ;)

2008-04-02T02:06:00.000-07:00

These are the moments I spent with my dearest sweetheart, Eddy. Its very hard to describe how much he means to me... first of all...he has always been there for me...never failed to encourage me...never fail to make me feel better even when I'm at my worst state! ;) Heres just a collage I did for all those magical moments we have experienced together... I used the word 'magical' because, yea Like magic, he never fails to surprise me, he always tells me those jokes...we always play our 'wrestling & tickling each other' games... well all in all..ur such an amazing sweetheart to me .. :)

If only I know....

2008-03-23T21:02:00.001-07:00

You have two items...both of most precious to you..both you cannot live without and how you wish you can have them both.. but you have to eventually choose only one and its compulsary that you choose only ONE of them..

Have you been in such similar situation before?? If you have, then do you feel that sometimes you just do not know what to do and you just cannot decide which one to choose from? Sometimes you might be afraid that you might make the wrong decision and regret for the rest of your life...on the other hand, you know that if you choose the other one, you might not be blessed in life...

Confused.. :(

Updates

2008-03-12T19:57:00.000-07:00

Hmmm..I'm here at work as usual,the office seems very quiet because no one else is around except for me. I'm right now listening to Blue's 'Can't Breathe Easy', I love this song..very romantic...and the lyric is awesome..

Okay so just few updates on movies I caught recently.. On last weekend, I watched The Other Boleyn Sister. I thought it was a really nice one, abit depressing tho...especially the ending..but yea..I believe that if you do bad at others..you will get it back unto your ownself..just like that saying 'What goes around comes ard' All in all..it was a good movie..you guys should catch it sometime

Then I watched Step up 2 - The Streets , well I did'nt like it that much..only enjoyed the parts where they danced.. I mean it was not all that bad but the storyline is kinda...u know predictable..

Yep, it was a movie marathon last weekend at home sweet home!

Alright I'd better get back to work now...hmmmm I've several of hours more to go till I can call it a day tho... yeah work starts at 9.30am and ends at 7.30pm for me...well you might think thats long hours...well..duhhhhhh! You are so right! ;P

Lastly,heres the video...of Blue - I can't breathe easy :) .. Enjoy!!!

Im missing Him!!

2008-03-09T18:48:00.000-07:00

My sweetie,Eddy went to Tioman island since last Sat....Im missing him soooo muchh!!! :( Life is like soo FUN with him. He's always full of surprises! Full of laughters and he's so romantic ;) Anyway, hes coming back tonite!! yay! :) haha okies I'd better get back to work now! Ciao!

Im Rich! (AKu Kaya!) LMAO

2008-02-27T02:17:00.000-08:00

Today Im richer by S$7,260.00!!! (I wish they are MINE!argghh!!) I have to bank them in later so I thought why not take a pix with them first.. eheheh LMAO! So there is the pix..pls ignore my dull-looking face..been in the office all day k! (;

ITs not my money but who cares...one day I will make that amount of money in one month! (yeah thats what I call Motivation!) ahahhaa... Ciao!

Pachelbel's canon in D Major

2008-02-25T03:02:00.000-08:00

I appreciate all kind of genres in music. Amongst my favs are alternative,electronica,gothic rock,arabian songs and yea club hits.

Back in secondary school, I used to be in the military band where I used to play the French Horn. For those who have not seen it yet, heres how a French Horn looks like:

Yea I know its pretty twisted looking but its not that tough to play it.

Anyway, it has always been my dream to be able to play at least one of the musical instruments and I've always wanted to play the piano or violin but I guess my parents were not having the same interest as mine. Back then when I was very young, they told me musicians do not have a 'bright' future. Well,I would not say that they are wrong to have that kind of thinking but again...its a case to case basis,depending on which country you are in, how the music industries in that country and so on and so forth.

When I was a teenager, I developed a liking for a particular song, Pachelbel's canon in D Major. I do not really know why I like it so much but this song just make me feel peaceful and de-stressing.

Here are some infos from Wikipedia,you can read more from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pachelbel's_Canon:

Pachelbel's Canon (also known as Canon in D major, or, more formally, Canon and Gigue in D major for three Violins and Basso Continuo (Kanon und Gigue in D-Dur für drei Violinen und Basso Continuo)) is the most famous piece of music by Johann Pachelbel. It was written in or around 1680, during the Baroque period, as a piece of chamber music for three violins and basso continuo, but has since been arranged for a wide variety of ensembles. The Canon was originally paired with a gigue in the same key, although this composition is rarely performed or recorded today. It is well known for its chord progression.

The piece is commonly played at weddings and is frequently present on miscellaneous classical music compilation CDs, along with other famous Baroque pieces such as Air on the G String by J. S. Bach, (BWV 1068). A non-original viola pizzicato part is also commonly added (in a string orchestra or quartet setting) when a harpsichord or organ player is not used to improvise harmonies over the bass line.

So today after I'm done with my work, I browse through YouTube to find the song played in different instruments.

Heres the most beautiful piece I've heard so far :)

Another one played on the piano Like I've said,I don't play the piano, but if I ever have to learn to play one melody, this has to be the one.

This is another one played on violins & the celloThey did a good job! Don't you think so?

This one was played on guitar and flute I think its very tough to play it on flute :) She did a nice job

This next one is so cool! Played on electric guitar ;P

Okay this one here is played on the harp..how angelic (:

I can't help it..this is amazingly beautiful..another one played on the harp..just look at how her fingers picked on the strings ..talented :)

Aight, those are just some of them...go see more on YouTube! :)

CuppyCakes

2008-02-18T19:12:00.000-08:00

Im at work..after doing so much of stuff.. I decided to take a break...and while I was browsing through the internet..I saw soo many of.......CUPPYCAKES! (:

Simple cupcakes

Buttercream cuppycake

Clowns cuppycake

Creepy cuppy- I thought these were cute!

Coconut Cuppycakes

Elmo!!!

Ice cream cone cuppycakes!! Awwwwwwww soooo nice!

Ladybug cuppycake! (to my sweetie: Dear u remember that human ladybug!!) hahaha

Sushi looking cuppycake! how cool!

Blue Heaven cuppys

Wizard Hat Cuppycakes

Errmmm MUMMY cuppycake!! LoL

Insects cuppycakes

Mrs -Beasleys - gourment cuppys

Cuppysss

Rubberduckies cuppycakes!

Skeletons cuppycakes! lol

Valentine's Day cuppy... sweet huh :)

Weird cuppy..

Last but not least,

"Yeah let's make cupcakes not war!" :)

Holidays are over!! :S

2008-02-17T09:03:00.000-08:00

Yeah like what you have seen on this week's blog title, 'Holidays are over!!' :( I was having a long break from work,the company Im working with has declared hols from 6th Feb till 18th Feb...So tomoro Im back to work...haha it feels gd to be back to work but waking up in the morning doesnt feel so gd! Oh well,at least I had a long break..and yea Im gonna do my best at work...more more and more...open myself to more opportunites for performance growth. Lemme tell you all a secret..well it wont be a secret anymore but yea I love my job! I think basically if you have the interest in the job you are doing then you will learn to treasure and eventually you will love it..And also thankx to my Eddy for all his advices...he never fails to advise me on how to improve my potential in the line Im working in..yea..To Eddy,(I just want you to know I really appreciate all that alot my dear..thankx!)..anyway I think its like one am or something! Gosh Ive to go and sleep now..till we meet again!! LoL Yawnnn Zzzzzzzzzzzzz...........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Habibi by El Samah

2008-02-10T00:28:00.000-08:00

I was listening to arabic songs on utube when I chanced upon this song and fell in love with it.. :)

Trip to the Zoo

2008-02-08T05:35:00.000-08:00

On the day before 8th of February 2008, Eddy & Zuli planned to go to the Zoo.

Actually it was planned way before, when they couldn't decide what to do on Valentines Day.

On the day itself at 10a.m, they met. Excited about their trip to the Zoo, they were happily sitting in the bus 926 when Zuli's friend, Mira called. When Zuli mentioned to Mira that they're going the Zoo, Mira went nuts. Laughing and screaming as though there's no tomorrow. Zuli asked, "Why are you laughing like a mad Scientist?" Apparently Mira too was on her way to the Zoo, waiting for her boyfriend Kamal at Woodlands MRT Station.

Eddy thought the day is going to be exciting but when Mira & Kamal joined them, the day became more exciting than he expected.

*Text above are done by my sweetie,Eddy. ;)

Here are some pix we all took:

The first pic we took when we stepped in the Zoo..

Monkey 1

Monkey 2

Croco!

Fox, this was a fierce one..

Before this,they actually fought..

Illama

Polar Bear (Anuskha)

Polar Bear with ball

Polar Bear playing with the ball..

Ah Meng climbing..

Ah Meng swinging..

Me with the zebras

Ostriches

Look..its the jaguars!

Kamal & Mira lookin at 'That thing in the tree!! hehe

Snake

Python

Iguana

Iguana again

Monkey

Snake again

Tired us...

What a huge tortoise!

Can you spot the similarities here? hehehehhee ;P

I fell in love with those lovely flowers!

The elephant

Cute statue of a baby elephant

Kissing the cute baby elephant statue..

Rhino time!

Welcome to the Butterfly Park!

White Tiger from front/side view

White Tiger from front view

From its back

Ahhhh...the tiger gonna eat my head..Help!!!

Facts on The Cheetah..

One lazy Cheetah..

Two lazy cute Cheetah..

Zebras..

Some facts...

Fossils..

Bigger skull..

Ostrich and chicken egg..

I thought this Gigantic mangosteen was veryyy cute!

How lovely...

There are many more photos to come.. I'm waiting for my dearest sweetheart,Eddy to forward them to me :)

Meanwhile, this is just us taking pics when we were relaxing..after 6 hours of exploring the zoo! ;) It was damnn fun!!

My bestfriend,Mira and her boyfriend,Kamal..then there I was at the back ;P

Mira,Kamal,Eddy and I...

My bestfriend and her bf,Kamal..

My baby monkey hehe

Nothing to do...

Us camwhoring...

Again... hehe :P

Yea again...

Last look at the Zoo b4 we leave :(

All in all, it was such a fun outing!! To Mira and Kamal,'we go out again sometime!remember mebbe Pasir Ris theme park or something!!' :)

A Day Out

2008-02-06T21:39:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I went out with Eddy. He picked me up at my void deck as usual and then we went to Bugis,to Sim Lim ...he wanted to get some accessories for his PDA. Unfortunately, most of the shops are closed there as it was Lunar New Year eve! So we just walked around a few shops.

Then we went to Dhobyghaut and we decided to catch a movie, Kite Runner but when we are buying the tix...we realised that the seats left are at the first 3rd rows from the front! So we ended up watching Sweeney Todd which I thought was a very good movie...very interesting musical and bloody movie! haha U guys should go watch it!

Then after the movie, we didnt really know where to go bcoz most of the shops are closed due to the above-mentioned reason. Anyway, we went to McCafe and Eddy ordered Oreo Cheesecake and Ice Passion tea.. We shared the OreoCheesecake and realised that it was a lil bitter but it was still nice :)

Below are just some pix we took at mccafe..

The leftover:

Just the 2 of us ;)

Eddy the daracula! hehe

bored

2008-02-05T07:58:00.000-08:00

When boredom strikes, what would you do? Well for me..I take pix! hehe

In my green greeenn room :)

I feel so bloated..

2008-02-03T23:16:00.000-08:00

Today we had a post Chinese New Year lunch! It was my bosses' treat btw. So the first round was the 'Lohay', I had a lot of fun tossing or rather raising those food...then I tried abalone for the first time ever...it was alrite but they were boiled abalone and I would have prefer it fried or bbqued..hehehe anyway I ate other stuff after that. Here goes the list of stuff i ate.. i had fried noodles along with 3 chicken satays,small pieces of lontong,fantastic mash potato(with shredded carrots and some veggie!) then i had 2 sushis..that was round one. Oh ya I order lime juice..it wasnt good at all..it was damn sour! Too much of lime I think...I had to add in alot of sugar syrup...then it tasted slightly better. So for round 2 I ate lambchop in blackpepper and brocolli sauce..then took the mashed potato again..ehehe.I also took the Dori fish in some white sauce(now that was soooooo yummy!) I also took the sushi again and then finally I had some crabmeat soup..! LoL I know thats not the correct order of meal but then I didn't notice the soup and only did later on.

So a round of chinese tea...then it was desert time!! Then I took two scoops of chocolate-flavoured ice-cream and put hot fudge toppings and chocolate rice also as topping and then some peanuts.. Then I took some chocolate eclairs and then mango pudding with a huge strawberry(At least I ate a balance meal!)haha talkin abt one pathetic strawberry amongst all those unhealthy food! hehehehe so yea last but not least I had a double oreochocolate cheesecake..yea I know the name is like WOW!N yeah the taste is fabolous too! All in all, M Hotel food is really good! U guys should try them! :)

hmmm...epilators..

2008-01-30T04:19:00.000-08:00

Okay I'm gonna confess something..I shave my legs at least twice in a week! hehee..of course u have to admit it too...90% of females shave their legs as well according to a survey... Well.. I'm getting tired of shaving and I was browsing through the internet and yea I saw epilators!

BTW,I've read in wiki..take a look at this http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Epilator
And below is a picture of it...

Another link(http://www.braun.com/global/silkepilxelle/winterrescue.html)

Product Features

Smartlight - A spotlight which helps you can capture even single stray hair ¿ resulting in ultimate smoothness
Cooling Glove - This glove helps soothe and cool newly epilated skin
SmartStart Head - This head helps make your start in epilation easy
SoftLift system, part of the epilation system, lifts and guides the shortest and flat lying hairs to tweezers. It helps remove the shortest hairs that wax cannot capture
Active Massaging Rollers - 4-way moving massaging rollers stimulate skin with micro-pulses before and after hair is removed to minimize pulling sensation

From the article,it really looks great and I so wanna purchase it but I need some help here, has anyone use the very same brand? IF you have please tell me if how you find it? I need all the reviews here..

Thanx... :)

Look! Ive got a seat!

2008-01-28T19:17:00.000-08:00

This morning, the train was crowded as usual and ya i was like hoping n wishing that there will be someone alighting,so that I could sit. Errmm alright I have to add, so that I can 'rush' to the available sit and just sit down and sleep..was kinda sleepy, had flu so I ate the flu tablet which made me realllllllly sleepy now. But its really nice to be in this state, its like 'everything's so blurry, everything's so unreal, I feel that I am in a dreamy state...'

Haha! Alright back to the crowded train scene, like I said, I was really wishing that some poly students or ITE students will alight at YCK or AMK and then I can happily sit. My heart sank when only a couple of them alighted, that too, they were far from my reach! And some nyonyas quickly rushed to the seats. Sigh, then I keep on wishing and wishing someone would alight the following stops and suddenly, a lady who was sitting right infront of me stood up. "Finally..." I said to myself,feeling damn delightful.(I mean come on, I am sure some of you must've experienced this, its like you're damn sleepy and all and so weak and just wished that you could get a seat..)

That lady stood up at the Bradell station, I thought she was going to alight but she just stood up and stand nearby the train door. Ok, so I sat down, no I didnt even have to rush ;P And yea so I watched the lady and thinking that she will alight at the next stop, maybe that was why she stood up earlier, bcoz like I said the train was crowded. I waited but she didnt alight at all...infact she didnt untill we reached Raffles Place, where I alighted too. I was wondering hmmm how come she was so considerate in giving me the seat, I looked at my tummy, nope..no bulging sight which made me look like I'm pregnant..hehe so ya I just take it that maybe she thought I look kinda tired and pathetic... or maybe she's just tired of sitting down! LOL

While waiting for the...

2008-01-27T18:35:00.001-08:00

I couldn't get connected to the outlook express..been waiting for last 2 hours. Boss told me that it will get connected in an hour's time. So I guess right now I can't forward/reply to any mails so why not use this time to write here. :) Well the morning is looking fine as usual, I bought garlic toast for breakfast and yea today I was damn early...I actually reached work at 9.05am whereas my work only starts at 9.30am.. Ate the bread and kinda full for now.. gonna wait for outlook express and yea still waiting for Eddy's sms. I think he must've overslept..wonder what time he slept yest ..talking abt overslept..There was once I slept at 1am and woke up the next day at 8pm! Just imagine that! Such a pig I am..anyway I was born in the year of pig! Shhhhhhhhh don't tell anyone well I guess they got to know it already..so congrats to everyone whos born in 1983---year of the pig *Oinks*! I eat alot and hmmm sleep kinda little so I am not really a pig! okok what nonsense am I talking about, I'm just waiting for the outlook express like I've stated earlier.. Oh well.. I hope time flies today! Coz I am very sleepy..I really couldn't sleep yesterday,I slept at 3plus am and had to wake up at 6.45am..btw, I just answered the office phone and guess what that person remained silent and I could hear that he/she just entered the lift coz I could hear the 'Door closing' thingy followed by the bell! HAHA and it happened twice,then thrice then again!! So my boss asked me ,"What happened?" I told him there was silence at the other line..and he told me "Ok I will answer the next call." Hmmm..weird huh, I guess it might be some prank calls or maybe just maybe..that person had forgotten to lock his/her mobile keypad!! LOL..u might never know!

Habibi Ya

2008-01-27T10:14:00.001-08:00

Eddy introduced me to this song... I listened to it and started liking it alot.. The lyrics is simply awesome.. HEres 'Habibi Ya'

Wow Wee new earrings!!

2008-01-27T09:58:00.001-08:00

The other night, I was at the bugis village with Eddy. It was very crowded and I told him that it was just like the Geylang Bazaar during the Ramadan festive..hehe anyway we walked thru the crowd and then something caught my eyes.. 8 earings for 10 dollars! I stopped and looked again! Those earrings soo many different types.. eight pairs for just ten dollars! Isnt that good or what?? So what else, I picked what I like and Eddy helped me to choose very attractive ones..(Thanks a bunch sweetie for having that much patience waiting for me to choose those earrings..it was really tough choosing..coz all of them were nice!) yeah I would say it was worth it cos normally,they will sell it 3 for five dollars and this is like 8 very nice ones for ten dollars..Btw, I took snaps of them ...Here are some of the earrings

Easy ways to look Younger, Less Tired and more Vibrant!

2008-01-06T01:41:00.000-08:00

Hey everybody, I know ive not been active lately,been busy last year as it was close to year end..

Anyway I'm back! Time flies and its already 2008! Most of us already have our new year's resolution and yeah all the best for all of urs!

In today's post, I'm gonna talk about all those stress that we faced daily, and these caused lack of sleep, lack of appetite and etc... Picture this,you slept so late due to too much of thinking and the next morning,you realised you actually looked like a zombie!Dark circles started forming under your eyes and you are beginning to have wrinkles and one day you just cannot take it anymore! Have you ever wish that you can look younger,less tired and more vibrant even on days where you had less sleep?So, even if your body doesn't feel vibrant and carefree, your face doesn't have to reflect it. Read ahead for six simple beauty tips to give your skin a healthy, bright glow.

Pesky dark circles under the eyes. Not only do under-eye rings signal a lack of sleep, they can also lead to a sallow-looking complexion. Your face deserves to sparkle. To rid yourself of those unflattering eye accessories, wrap slivers of raw potatoes in a wet paper towel and place them over your eyes for 15 minutes. Potatoes contain a lightening enzyme that can purge the dark pigment.

Just the right amount of shimmer can make you shine. Using shimmer is a great way to look fresh and iridescent; unfortunately applying too much can give the appearance of trying too hard. Apply shimmer to one feature. For example, if using shimmer on your eyes, don't extend the makeup brush past the crease. Shimmer on your eye lids equals glamorous. Shimmer that reaches up to your eyebrows equals gaudy.

Let your natural glow shine through. Instead doing the foundation-concealer-powder routine, which can seriously hide your face and make you look older if you overdo it, try something a little more natural. Using a damp makeup sponge to gently apply a tinted moisturizer can give you similar coverage while letting your God-given features shine through. The more natural your look, the younger you look.

Mascara can make or break tired eyes. Even though we know we should get at least eight hours of sleep a night, with our hectic schedules it's not always possible. Luckily, your eyes don't have to show your sleep deprivation to the world. Applying mascara to the lower lashes can actually accentuate dark under-eye circles. Instead, apply mascara to the top lashes only to help chase the shadows away.

Try it out and it might work for you! Cheers!

Peto Garden

2007-11-17T22:33:00.000-08:00

I came to know about a beautifully enchanted and peaceful place,Peto Garden, from a friend of mine on myspace. I first saw a photo of Peto Garden and I was wondering if such place really exists...It was like one of those settings in a fairytale movie!

Here are some infos abt the place...read more about it.. http://www.gardenstrusts.org.uk/Archive/Peto.html

Some pictures of the amazing garden...

'Guarding the steps'

I really hope to go there someday...it seems like a peaceful place to be...well perhaps when Ive visited Peto Garden, I'll post more pictures over here :)

Bunny Alf

2007-11-15T20:46:00.000-08:00

I have a very good friend,Alvin aka Bunny..he is a super creative.gay always!(as in HAPPY).zealous.a very good listener!.and lots more...

Here is a short story which bunny and i compose:

Once upon a time, in neverending land...

Bunny and Zully went out to play...The End! lol

Another short story:

Zully really admires Mark Ryden's artwork and cudnt get her eyes off them ...So one day Bunny decided to make Zully appear in one of Mark's artwork! Weeeeeeeeeeee!! ;P

Then Bunny and Zully became very bored so they decided to join the Wizard of OZ gang!

Bunny dyed Zully's hair to copper brown! Zully dunno which color she prefers..black or copper brown! Toto is damn cute!

Then Bunny said Zully should be Alice in Wonderland coz shes better than Dorothy!Wwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

And they are living happily till now :)

The END!

P.S: special thanks to Bunny for creating those photos!!

Anyone goin to Andy Warhol Exhibition??

2007-11-14T18:53:00.000-08:00

Andrew Warhola (August 6, 1928 – February 22, 1987), better known as Andy Warhol, was an American artist who was a central figure in the movement known as Pop art. After a successful career as a commercial illustrator, Warhol became famous worldwide for his work as a painter, an avant-garde filmmaker, a record producer, an author, and a public figure known for his presence in wildly diverse social circles that included bohemian street people, distinguished intellectuals, Hollywood celebrities and wealthy aristocrats. A controversial figure during his lifetime (his work was often derided by critics as a hoax or "put-on"), Warhol has been the subject of numerous retrospective exhibitions, books and documentary films since his death in 1987. He is generally acknowledged as one of the most influential artists of the twentieth century.

*The above short biography is taken from -- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Andy_Warhol

Below are some of his artwork:

EXHIBITION OPEN TO PUBLIC ON :
17 & 18 NOVEMBER 2007, 10AM - 10PM
VENUE - 72-13 MOHAMED SULTAN ROAD
FREE PUBLIC ADMISSION

Common face? part II

2007-11-11T00:21:00.000-08:00

Sometime last week, I decided to go shop for some dresses while waiting for my college. I alighted at Dhobyghaut mrt and walked into the ladies. I was listening to my MP3 and was combing my hair when I noticed a lady waving at me from the mirror reflection. She is a Chinese lady and there were two other Chinese ladies next to her,so I was thinking that maybe she was talking to them or something. That lady continued waving and I realised that she was waving at me! I took off my earphones and turned to look at her. "Heyy hi... how? that red dress got fit you or not??"the stranger asked me with a friendly smile.
"Errmmm red dress?? By the way do I know you?" I asked her. I was trying hard to recall who she is.
"Aiyah...that time you bought the red dress...U said you cant try coz in a rush then I ask you now lor..you can fit or not,"she tried to explain. I was wondering to myself and cracked my brain for a while,wishing that somehow or somewhere I will remember how I met her. But yea I have never seen her or talked to her besides that day itself. Moreover, I have never bought a red dress before!
"Sorry but I think you got the wrong person,I dunno wheres your shop and Ive not bought a red dress yet.." I pointed out to her.
"You bought what the other time,my shop nearby only,dhobyghaut exchange there..you came that time and bought that red dress.. you forgot liao!"she exclaimed.
"Ermmm no... im not joking but it wasnt me..." I told her. "Anyway it was nice meeting you,"I added.
After shopping at Plaza Singapura, on my way back to the mrt station, I decided to look for her shop at dhobyghaut exchange. True enough, I saw her shop, one which sells wide range of clothings...and she spotted me and waved at me,she was busy attending to some customers. I smiled and made my way out of the shop. Weird but I sure do know that was my first time going to the shop!

I met my colleague and we went to Far East plaza. We spotted a manicure shop and decided to let them do something to our nails..ehehe The lady at the entrance was welcoming us warmly.We did pedicure and manicure. The manicurist was very friendly and she was asking what do I do in life and thought I was still a student. hahaha! Then she told me,"You know something, when I saw you at the entrance,I almost thought that you were my ex classmate in **jc...but then you are way taller than her!"
"Oh, so another lookalike of mine..." I said with laughters. Hmmmm, I really wonder how many people actually look something like me.. its weird but interesting at the same time ;P

My favourite love song!

2007-10-10T20:08:00.000-07:00

Above is such a sweet romantic song sung by Amr Diab, title is Tamally Maak (Always with you).

Eddy likes this song and he even tried to memorize it..and I thought hes kinda good at it ;)Im impressed ...He likes the 'We law hawalaya kol el doon
Bardo ya habibi bahtaglak.' part. hehe

Anyway peeps,Check out the lyrics. The translated one below the ones in English..

Tamaly Maak (I am always with you)

I am always with you.
Tamaly maak.
And even when your far away from me,
We law hata ba eed any,
Your love is in my heart.
Fe alby hawak.

I am always with you.
Tamaly maak.
You're always on my mind and in my heart.
Tamaly fe baly we fe alby
I never forget you.
Wala bansak.
I always miss you,
Tamaly waheshny,
Even if I am with you.
Low hata akoon waiak.

I am always with you.
Tamaly maak.
And even when your far away from me,
We law hata ba eed any,
Your love is in my heart.
Fe alby hawak.

I am always with you.
Tamaly maak.
You're always on my mind and in my heart.
Tamaly fe baly we fe alby
I never forget you.
Wala bansak.
I always miss you,
Tamaly waheshny,
Even if I am with you.
Low hata akoon waiak.

I am always longing for you darling.
Tamaly habibi bashtaklak.
I always need you and nobody else.
Tamaly alaya men badlak.
And if I'm surrounded by the whole world,
We law hawalaya kol el doon.
I still need you, my darling.
Bardo ya habibi bahtaglak.

I am always longing for you darling.
Tamaly habibi bashtaklak.
I always need you and nobody else.
Tamaly alaya men badlak.
And if I'm surrounded by the whole world,
We law hawalaya kol el doon.
I still need you, my darling.
Bardo ya habibi bahtaglak.

I am always with you.
Tamaly maak.
You have my heart and my soul
Maak alby, maak rohy.
My most precious love.
Ya aghla habib.
My most precious love.
Ya aghla habib.

And no matter if you away from me,
We mahma tekoon baeed any,
You are close to my heart.
Le alby areeb.
You are life in the future and the present.
Ya omry el gai wel hader,
And the most beautiful of fates.
Ya ahla naseeb.

I am always with you.
Tamaly maak.
You have my heart and my soul
Maak alby, maak rohy.
My most precious love.
Ya aghla habib.
My most precious love.
Ya aghla habib.

And no matter if you away from me,
We mahma tekoon baeed any,
You are close to my heart.
Le alby areeb.
You are life in the future and the present.
Ya omry el gai wel hader,
And the most beautiful of fates.
Ya ahla naseeb.

I am always longing for you darling.
Tamaly habibi bashtaklak.
I always need you and nobody else.
Tamaly alaya men badlak.
And if I'm surrounded by the whole world,
We law hawalaya kol el doon.
I still need you, my darling.
Bardo ya habibi bahtaglak.

I am always longing for you darling.
Tamaly habibi bashtaklak.
I always need you and nobody else.
Tamaly alaya men badlak.
And if I'm surrounded by the whole world,
We law hawalaya kol el doon.
I still need you, my darling.
Bardo ya habibi bahtaglak.

I am always longing for you darling.
Tamaly habibi bashtaklak.
I always need you and nobody else.
Tamaly alaya men badlak.
And if I'm surrounded by the whole world,
We law hawalaya kol el doon.
I still need you, my darling.
Bardo ya habibi bahtaglak.

I am always longing for you darling.
Tamaly habibi bashtaklak.
I always need you and nobody else.
Tamaly alaya men badlak.
And if I'm surrounded by the whole world,
We law hawalaya kol el doon.
I still need you, my darling.
Bardo ya habibi bahtaglak.

So enjoy the song peeps!

Chatsworth Medi@rt Academy's 3rd year Anniversary!

2007-10-08T06:10:00.000-07:00

Dear All,

School of Communication Design is celebrating its 3rd year Anniversary and therefore having special rebates on our Professional Development Programs.

Design Studios - Freehand /Illustrator + Photoshop

This module touches on necessary computer-aided technical skills that allow participants to convert creative thoughts into digital visual form with industry computer software - Freehand / Illustrator and Adobe Photoshop.

It aims to equip participants with the technical competence to be proficient in applying these computer skills to explore a series of design problems through studio exercises.

At the end of the module, participants will be equipped with fundamental computer knowledge as well as the expert use of computer to aid in their class assignments.

Section 1 : Desktop publishing with Vector Based Software (Macromedia Freehand)
- Understanding Desktop Publishing
- The importance of a design grid
- Understanding of computer terminology
- Necessary tools and commands
- Document planning
- Using photographic in a document
- Layout and design with typographical applications
- Vector illustration and effects

Section 2 : Desktop publishing with Raster Based software ( Adobe Photoshop)
- Understand Photography basics
- The need to contextualize Principles of Design
- Knowledge in imaging specific terminology such as ppi,sampling and etc..
- Necessary tools and commands
- Digital manipulation and enhancement
- Integration with other computer aided applications

The assessment of all learning outcomes for this module is to be achieved through the completion all module research assignments and presentations.

Course duration : 12 weeks, every Wednesday & Friday, 7pm to 10pm
Course Fee : S$833.00
* Rebate fee is valid till end of October 2007.

With Warmest Regards,

ZULIANAH
Program Executive
SCHOOL OF COMMUNICATION + DESIGN
A member of Chatsworth Medi@rt Academy

MOE Reg. No. 2207 | Case Trust No. CT 0272

+ 65 6324 2078 [ Telephone ]
+ 65 6224 0925 [ Fascimile ]
+ 65 9452 7797 [ Mobile ]
zulianah@cma-academy.com | www.cma-academy.com

51 Anson Road #04-57 Anson Centre Singapore [079904]
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Something for u

2007-10-05T05:04:00.000-07:00

Gettin bored of your MSN nick?? Here are some funny,cheeky,sad,weird,inspiring & etc...MSN nicknames..
Perhaps you may like some which you will see here:

Love is a Feeling that Lasts Forever..

I'm loved by some, hated by many, but wanted by many

Aren't you tired? You're walking for hours in my head!

*~I'm like a butterfly.....Pretty 2 c.....Hard 2 catch~*

~If Barbies So Popular~Y Buy Her Friends~

Did the sun just come out or did you just smile at me?

I know my calculouse it says U+ME=US

º°x·:He HoLdS Me WheN i StArT 2 cRy ø´¨`»MaKeS Me SmiLe WiTh JuS HiS eYeZ ShAreZ My HoPes DrEaMs FeArs«´¨`ø ø´¨`»WiPes AwAy ALL My TeArs i LoVe hiM wiToUt rEgReT«´¨`ø i JuS hAvEn't FoUnd HiM yEt·:·xº°

*U see, U like, U try, U fail...-mEaNwHiLe-...I see, I like, I want, I get!*

Lust Is When You Love What You See. Love Is When You Lust For What's Inside

When I'm good I'm very good but when I'm bad I'm better

I love work; it fascinates me; I can sit and watch it for hours

You're unique, just like everyone else...

When you judge others you dont define them you define yourself.. :-)

Love is like ghosts...everyone talks about it..but no one has ever seen it!

A Friend Is One Who Knows Us But, Loves Us Anyway!

A Smile Is A Curve That Can, Straighten Out ALot Of Things!

Angels Are Suppose To Be Good, If There So Good Why Did One Break My Heart?

As I Walk Down The Street All Guys Stare In My Direction, Of Course They Do Cause Im Pure Perfection!

Can I Go Thru Your Clsoet, I Need A Halloween Costume!

Cancel My Subscription...I'm Over Your Issues

Guess Who I Saw Today?…Everyone I Looked At!

Never Argue With an Idiot. They Drag You Down to Their Level and Then Beat You With Experience!

Nobody is Perfect So Please Stop Trying

Notice Me? 'cause Your boyfriend is about too…

Fooood Foood Fooood

2007-10-05T01:28:00.001-07:00

I cant believe it..ive been eating lotsa food these days! I think its because I'm like having nothing to do these days so I focussed on food...LOL...Yesterday went to the Bazaar @ Wdls causeway point and i bought two cheese sausages, three japanese chicken and cheese balls( hehe i dunno whats it called!) and yea i bought ramly burger! And i ate all that like within 20 mins...i was pretty hungry..

And today for lunch, I ate briyani rice with butter chicken and mutton curry! GOSH what a fattening lunch you might say! hehe yea it was and right now Im at work...feeling sooooooooo terribly sleepy and I just wish I can have my bed next to me,I think I can get high when I eat too much! LOL

Common face?

2007-10-03T18:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, in the evening while I was at work, I received a message from my friend, K, he smsed me "I'm at an Italian restaurant at robertson walk, and I swear there's a lady who looks just like you!"

Well its not a surprise for me, Ive been told soo many times by people ard me that they have seen me before...they have seen me somewhere, or "hey do u have a twin sis or something,coz i saw a gal...."

I guess I have a common face...haha dunno if that's a good thing or bad...yea maybe I have clones...hehe, recently my friend he told me that he saw someone who looks like me so he approached her and yea it turned out that she wasnt me...and yea he was lucky coz they ended up being friends! LOL it was like a blessing in disguise i guess! hehe ;)

Do u think I have a common face? Lemme know wud love to hear abt it

Simply.Beautiful.Love.

2007-10-02T19:22:00.000-07:00

Love can be expressed in many different ways. Quotes about love are one of the most enjoyable ways to do this. It's very interesting to read and understand Love quotes.

These are some of those simply beautiful love quotes which I came across online.. really love them..

I've noticed that being with you, I smile a little more often, I anger a

little less quickly, the sun shines a little brighter and life is so much

sweeter. For being with you takes me to a different place. A place called

love" -- Brady Seals

"I learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget

the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on, and

treasure the memories." -- Alicia Boxler

Love is a many splendid thing. Love lifts us up where we belong. All you need is love!
~ from the movie Moulin Rouge ~

Once upon a time, something happened to me, It was the sweetest thing that could ever be, It was a fantasy, A dream come true, It was the day that I met you.--anonymous

Love Is A Painting And Your Heart Is The Paint Brush. --anonymous

My love for you is very rear and mess with I shall not dare. I hope we can grow old and cold together so that when ever we part form this world we can rest in peace knowing we parted together and not alone. But for now I will remember the beautiful sound of your chest tone and you can remember the way I spoke to you on the phone. We will always know that we will not be alone because our love is so strong and bold . -- anonymous

It is not how much you do, but how much Love you put into the doing that matters.-- Mother Theresa

My wife is as handsome as when she was a girl, and I...fell in love with her; and what is more, I have never fallen out.-- Abraham Lincoln

‘You don't marry someone you can live with...you marry the person who you cannot live without.’ --Anonymous

That's all for now...will be back with more ;)

All in the name of Art

2007-10-02T18:57:00.000-07:00

First of all...Im in love with someone's artwork...its superb..way out of this world and hmmm very magical indeed..kinda dark at one side but other than that..such a fantastic collaboration..

you may wanna take a look at this link,http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=31122507

Pardon me Domen Lombergar, but I just think that ur artwork's superb! So just wanna share it with everyone.. :)

Advertising & Design Courses

2007-09-23T19:19:00.000-07:00

Dear Creative individuals,

Be Part of the Billions $ Industry - Advertising !!

About the School

School of Communication & Design is a registered school with the Ministry of Education, Singapore(Registration No. 2207), committed to provide professional driven and industrial oriented courses and programs to equip participants with the relevant knowledge and skills to engage in communication design.

Students will be exposed to the practical know-how in their selected field of study. They will be taught not only the principles and theories,the common 'Dos' and 'Don'ts' practiced in the industry will also be highlighted.

We believe in engaging professionals from the respective fields to be our lecturers. The knowledge,experience and expertise they possess will definitely benefit our students.

Project-based training will be the key. Through interactions, hands-on practices,consultations,practical assignments,presentations and critiques,students will be able to understand the focus of the topics being covered and better their skills.

At School of Communication & Design,we train competent graduates for the industry.

We have a variety of programs such as :

--Professional Diploma in Advertising & Design

--Advance Diploma in Communication Design

--Diploma in Communication Design

--Professional Certificate in Communication Design

--Professional Certificates

--Professional Developments Program

There are 4 intakes per year : Jan, April, July & October.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

School of Communication & Design -- WHY ARE WE DIFFERENT?

Coz we make extra mile for student on following events:

ADMAN Talk – past speakers such as Sorab Mistry I CEO from McCann Erickson; Mr Robert Gaxiola I Exec. Creative Director JWT; Mr Rob Sherlock I Exec Creative Director FCB Asia…

IOP – Job Referral I Internship – We have successfully referred our Diploma graduates to work in EUROSCG and Kaleido Marketing Comm Agency.

APPRENTICESHIP Program – If you are good while still studying in our school, you can join our Apprenticeship program to get REAL COMMERCIAL PROJECTs to beef up your portfolios and earn extra $$$…

CREATIVE NETWORKING - Pick your choice to be involved as an audience or active volunteer to mingle with ADMANs, ACCOUNT Directors, Copywriters, MEDIA Owners…those WHOS and WHOS in Advertising, Marcomms, Creative Industries… in BIG EVENTS and GALA DINNERs such as Singapore Advertising Congress, Hall of Fame, EFFIE Awards…

EXPERIENTIAL LEARNING – Roll your sleeve and gets your hands dirty at printing companies, advertising production house, ad agencies… Beyond Classroom learning is a definite path that you will walk thru with us…

*We are pleased to inform you that our Diploma program will lead to Bachelor Degree in Communication Design or Visual Communication I Creative Advertising in RMIT University, Swinburne University. For UK, graduates can apply to Northumbia University.

For enrolments or any further enquiries, you can contact me

@945 27797 or email me :zulianah@cma-academy.com

Have a nice day!!

With Warmest Regards,

ZULIANAH
Program Executive
SCHOOL OF COMMUNICATION + DESIGN
A member of Chatsworth Medi@rt Academy

MOE Reg. No. 2207 | Case Trust No. CT 0272

+ 65 6324 2078 [ Telephone ]
+ 65 6224 0925 [ Fascimile ]
+ 65 9452 7797 [ Mobile ]
zulianah@cma-academy.com | www.cma-academy.com

51 Anson Road #04-57 Anson Centre Singapore [079904]
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Artworks

2007-09-23T01:17:00.000-07:00

This is my first entry. To be honest, I used to have a blog quite sometime ago. However, I never had the chance to keep up with it so deleted it.

I spent most of my time being by myself. Not much friends in the first place and I would prefer life to be this way. :) You may wonder how come I don't get bored to death...I do my stuff on my own...I paint...I love art..Love to draw and most often found myself holding a pencil and a sketchbook...Life is not gonna be peaceful when you are surrounded with bunches of friends...Life is much better when you know how to find peace within yourself...

Here are some of the artwork ...

"...a place where I used to hang out most of the time with him...we would talk about anything..everything...he was my first love...sometimes life doesn't always have a happy ending...but that don't mean it will always stay that way..."

"i was sitting at Starbucks and I was imagining how teapots would look like if they are very colourful..."

"I thought of dark skies...I picture myself looking at a town..attacked by twister... their faces... its kinda abstract.." ;)

"ahh...they thought they were alone..even he at that door thought he managed to peep...but theres always someone out there...."

"this piece was greatly inspired by Vincent Van Gogh's... I hope he will Rest in Peace.."